I'm ashamed that I would let myself go so long without posting a journal. I don't know where I went. It was my senior year in high school, and now I'm halfway through my first semester as a college freshman.

I'm not quite sure what I should put here, but looking at my profile, I see all the deviations I've posted- all the things I've written. Where did I go? All I wanted was to write what came to my mind, but I haven't written in months. Even my red leather journal has been missing entries for months.

I'm frustrated. I want to write something, and I want to share it with others. I feel like something is missing from me right now- this is the longest I've even gone with writer's block- but maybe it isn't writer's block. I have ideas, but the words aren't flowing like they used to. I read my old work and I wonder how I ever got the words out.

I'm ready to write again. I will not let this determine how the rest of my life will go. I will get these thoughts out. I will share them. I will not become part of a mass of people who can't get the right words out. I will conquer this.

I'm just missing something...I could use some fighting words. A little help from my friends- that would definitely get me by.

Tango Out.

P.S. I feel better.